Creating art is no fun.
Making art is fun, some say. It is completely wrong. Making art is no fun, it’s a torture. You have to accept that you have to go through a lot of depression, lot of not being happy with yourself, not being happy with others. Till you come somewhere…but still, it shall anyways, never satisfy you (except when you are old, little bit dement and then you simply do what you always did and be happy with what you do.) But till that time you cannot be satisfied. You have to sit alone in a room, cracking your brains, thinking goddamn where am I going wrong? How and what can I do better? Because there is always something more you didn’t see yet, didn’t feel yet and no sooner than you give in on yourself saying I don’t want to torture myself anymore, you are on the wrong way and then you make nothing worth to be spoken about.